Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Lots of changes and projects.

On Friday June 3rd, my grandmother passed away. Biggest heartbreak of my life -- I was so confident that she was going to live for a very long time. Thank goodness she isn't suffering any more, though. It was very bad. She's in a much better place now. <3 Coping is difficult, but every day it becomes easier. I just need to keep doing what I need to do. :)

This really effected the way I've been acting at home lately. For some reason, her death gave me the strength and maturity I had been lacking. I was building this up for months, but I feel as if this was what really helped change me. I'm so happy with who I am now, thanks to her. I feel years older, though I act the same around everyone. I know I'm going to break at the funeral, but it's okay. It's mostly seeing the sad people that makes me cry.

By next week, I'll be done with community college and on my way to USC! I am so insanely excited. Today I finished my final project. It came out way cooler than I expected. Click on it and it'll take you to the deviantArt page!


Hope I get a good grade. It looks amazing in person when printed out! I'd be so down to have this on a shirt. :) Totally going to invest in that. Til next time.

2 comments:

  1. my grandma died a few months ago, and i know how hard it can be. it's wonderful if you can find something positive in the experience, like an opportunity to grow. your final project looks awesome!

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  2. @audrey I wish there was an actual way to respond to you personally via commenting! Thank you so, so much -- it's really exciting to see you comment, I'm like super flustered. I love your blog a lot! :) <3

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